i have to put my dog to sleep tomorrow. i have really weird feelings right now and i don't even know how to describe but i feel guilty and horrible for having to kill her, like i am a murder. first my cat dies like 2 weeks ago and we had to put him to sleep. and now katie, and we can't even bury her with all the other animals because the ground is frozen and i really do not want to cremate her. she was my first real dog and the pet i loved the most out of any of them. i don't want to be all emotional about. but she is just in a lot of pain and i don't know what else to do. i want to think she will be in a better place,right? and that i am doing the best for her and not just trying to get her out of our lives because she is just being there kind of like a vegtable and she can't really do much. and i feel bad just looking at her knowing that i am going to kill her tomorrow. it is such a horrible thing. is there dog heaven?
there is a dog heaven
ReplyDeleteyou would have been doing the best thing for her, even though it may not feel right to you. i'm glad you didn't have to go through that though!
ReplyDeletei'm so sorry about your dog. there is deff. a dog heaven and i don't know how you are feeling because i havent had a pet die yet, but what you have to do by putting her to sleep is the right thing because..you don't want her to be in pain right? goodluck .
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